Whatever You Say, Ace by Isilme_among_the_stars  

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Nine


It turned out to be quite difficult to hide a pregnancy, even in a place so cold and remote as Himring. At least no one considered it unusual that Fingon insisted on wearing his cloak absolutely everywhere, even in front of the roaring fire in the dining hall. However, even with this helpful piece of nicely concealing garb, the shape of his growing abdomen was becoming harder to conceal.

“Why are there so many blasted men here?” Fingon demanded of Maedhros as the sixth month of his unfortunate condition wore on. “It’s really rather rude you know. I came out here to hide and I’m beset with people that I must constantly dodge.”

“We are running a front line defence here,” Maedhros replied mildly. “That requires a certain amount of manpower. I could arrange a little cottage for you in the woods… Nice and quiet, and far from the garrison?”

“Out in the cold, all by myself? No thank you!”

Maedhros chuckled, “Well stop your complaining then. Why are you in such a mood today?”

“A letter came from father. He wants to know how much longer my survey of the Eastern defences is likely to require and laments my absence at Barad Eithel.”

“Ah, I see, which is a very Fingolfin way of saying ‘get your arse back here right now’. Shall I write to him for you? Pretend there is some sort of trouble in Thargellion that requires your attention?”

“What, and risk Caranthir working it out?”

That would be practically begging for extortion and they both knew it.

“The Gap then?”

Fingon gave him a withering look. Maedhros already knew his opinions on Maglor’s ability to keep a secret, which was about as effectively as a thunderstorm could imitate silence.

“Why not here?” Fingon suggested.

“Because your father knows I run a tight ship. It would only raise more suspicion.”

Fingon could not argue with that.

“Your opinion of Maglor may not be high.” Maedhros’s voice became quiet and serious all of a sudden. “And you have just cause not to trust him, terrible gossip and rumour monger that he was in Aman, but he has kept my confidence for many years.”

Fingon’s withering look softened to one that was merely suspicious.

“Truly,” Maedhros went on. “It appears he can keep quiet about a thing if he so chooses, and as no one believes that he is able to, it makes him remarkably effective at it.”

“I confess myself surprised.”

Maedhros leaned in very close. “He is the only one, apart from yourself, who knows quite how desperately hopeless I became in Angband. You know to what I refer, I will not speak it aloud.”

“Everyone knows you went a little bit mad there. Who wouldn’t after hanging from a blasted cliff for years?” Fingon whispered back.

“Ah, but almost no-one knows just how much. Only you and Maglor, and neither of you have told another soul.”

Fingon was silent for a moment. It was not a memory either of them enjoyed re-living. Mandos was not a place any elf was supposed to long for, and the fact that Maedhros had asked Fingon to send him there, twice, no less, was an eloquent enough indication of how desperate his cousin’s situation had been. “What manner of difficulties is your brother experiencing at the Gap? Pray tell! I shall be only too glad to help him resolve them.”

Maedhros smiled. “I do believe you should see them for yourself my prince. I expect you shall want to depart for my brother’s lands shortly?”

“Have you gone insane?” It was hard enough to stay low key at Himring, with a borderline antisocial host who actively avoided large gatherings. How much harder would it be when prevailing upon the hospitality of a socialite like Maglor?

“Once perhaps, but I assure you I am perfectly sane now. A change of scenery will do us both good. And I believe Nutunto shall be pleased.”

It was all over once Maedhros mentioned her name. Fingon knew when he was beaten, but whoever said he should be gracious in defeat?

“Maedhros?”

“Yes?”

“If Maglor blabs to Finrod I will personally cut off your other hand and see how much you like holding your sword between your toes.”


Irmo tiptoed up to Yavanna as she coaxed fruit from a vine in her garden.

“Manwë wants to know: do you have plans for the birth?”

“Sorry, what?” Yavanna glared at Irmo.

“Birth. It is the process of pregnancy ending and the child becoming separate. Plans for the process by which this will occur are required by Manwë immediately,” Irmo informed her with some hesitation.

“I know what birth is! Will it not just drop off of him like a fruit, or a discarded branch? That is how entings become separate.”

“No. Eldar do not function in quite the same way as ents.”

“Of course.” Yavanna lowered her voice. “Do not breathe a word to Manwë. As far as he is concerned, I am suitably aware of Eldarin anatomical processes. He will have his plans tomorrow.”

Irmo did not look convinced. He was, however, rather soundly intimidated. “…if you say so.”

It was a rather long night for Yavanna. Aulë had nothing useful to share, so she was obliged to consult with Ulmo and Oromë. Neither were afraid to laugh in her face. Yavanna supposed she deserved such ridicule, but it was not an enjoyable experience. Her fellow valar were not entirely cruel: many were the creatures in their respective domains and they at least pitied her enough to come up with a workable solution that could be presented to Manwë the next day.


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