Found Family Lost by Independence1776
Fanwork Notes
A reverse dribble, drabble, and dribble written to accompany (in the Mereth Aderthad zine) Polutropos' presentation "'Kidnap Fam' and the Living Legendarium."
Found Family Lost
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Found
children alone.
Taken into safety.
Dubious safety— but safety.
Beleriand is far from safe.
I didn’t mean to love them.
Nor did they mean to love me.
It happened. People can squabble about how much.
I don’t care. Distant cousins, foster sons, hostages: just
Words that stand for so much and so little simultaneously.
Elrond didn’t know how to respond (politely) when people asked if he was glad to be back among family. He wanted to tell them he’d never not been with family. But they wouldn’t (didn’t want to) understand. His parents were family, despite neither Elros nor he remembering them well. Maglor— and to a lesser extent Maedhros— were adoptive family. Gil-galad was some sort of cousin. Furthermore, Elros and he seemed to be related to almost everyone of importance, Elda or Man! Family was not just blood, though. It was care and love. And he’d never lacked for either with anyone.
One would think leaving had become easier over the years.
It hadn’t. I still knew what I was doing.
I forfeited any right to remain with them
when we went after the Silmarils again.
Love didn’t matter with the oath.
Exile was my only path.
It didn’t matter that
I cherished them.
More family
Lost.
Oh wow, that was really well…
Oh wow, that was really well done! I feel so strongly for both Maglor giving up something precious without feeling like he has a choice and Elrond who feels like no one really understands what it is they actually had that he lost.
Thank you! Theirs is an…
Thank you! Theirs is an incredibly complex and difficult situation but I do believe they loved each other.
Oh, my heart!
This is so powerful and sad. I love it.
Thank you!
Thank you!
♡
This is so well crafted, and really tugs at the heartstrings! Love it!
Thank you!
Thank you!
I just love the structure of…
I just love the structure of this, with Maglor's swirl of felings building up to Elrond's more structured, but still undefinable, thoughts about his fostering... And that Maglor's feelings unswirling, tumbling towards that final word - lost. Powerful stuff!
Thank you! (And apologies…
Thank you! (And apologies for the late reply.) I had a lot of fun with the structure of this piece and all the layers within.
well done! and the form is…
well done!
and the form is really interesting, i like it!
Thank you!
Thank you!